me, the messy

then i wish for the strength that pumps my heart
to go to my father's, that he may live longer and finish his book.

the strength of my spirit to my brother's,
that he may have the will
to face life's obstacles head on and overcome them.

my courage and understanding to my family,
that they may look into each others' eyes and
say what they mean to say with ease.

my gratitude goes to the person who has rekindled
this light, as he has opened my eyes once again and
see that that the world is still a good place to live in.

and to the people who had made my life bearable
whilst in darkness, i wish the happiness you gave
me would return back to you. cherish your light
even in times of dimming.

to the people i've hurt, may i take away your pain
once my wick has ran out.

the few people who understood me best, my
apologies for leaving you. my gratitude is as vast
as the endless space.

i am still with my rainbows.
and i'm just so glad.
i don't need a pot of gold because i'm happy where i am.

found this song finally.
been looking for it for a long time.

TWC Anniv Party, March 22, 2009

we didn't stay that long though. but it was such a great time. we had to to go back to reality the next day, you see. sigh. it was so hard to make lio loco dance too. our efforts to make him wiggle at least were useless. mark was able to go with our foolish moves. it's nice being with rainbows don't you think? maybe we should go back to decades... eek. not in metrowalk anymore i hope. i've made a fool of myself there!



i'm thinking that i have to do something today. but i can't quite figure out what they are. i know there's a lot to do but maybe i'm not the one to do it. i think i better sleep soon.