me, the messy

i'm tired.
i keep on forgetting things.
i'm stubborn most of the time.
i constantly get into an arguement.
i get irritated too quickly.
i'm begining to be selfish.
i feel like the world is closing down on me.
it's getting too smaller and too difficult to breathe.
i need sometime to get my focus back.
you know, do all these things and
still maintain my old self.

i miss that.