me, the messy

i did. and i'm sad to say that i got a disappointing answer. maybe that's why you don't ask people why they love you. we expect different things which causes the disappointments.


you'd probably wonder why i asked him that. i find myself silent when we talk you see. i can't think of anything to say anymore. i guess i'm running out of words. i used to be like a bouncing puppy, always excited to ask, to tell stories, make him laugh. there was always something to talk about. but there are just those times when i don't know what to talk about and i find myself sort of lost ina whirlpool and everything else is being sucked in it. sad, isn't it?


but then, i asked him if he thought i was crazy. and i got more than a satisfactory answer. it made me smile from ear to ear.


i don't think you can ask why a person loves you. knowing that someone loves you is actually more than enough. just lay back and enjoy the ride. because there's just so many reasons why a person does, and it not up to you to know them. you just have to give them enough privacy to savor that.


moral of the story, don't ask your loved ones why they love you....... just ask them if they think you're crazy! hahaha!


p.s. i love you baby!