Apr 14, 2008
it seems that every aspect is difficult for us right now. have you ever thought that this would happen? that both mobile phone and the internet are not working properly? it might just be coincidence. and it only proves to be difficult because we're independent on it to talk to each other i guess. maybe we can just send letters through snail mail. that would be fun! hahaha! but then i wouldn't know where to address the letter because you're always on the move. well, i can send it to your house in marbel, so that when you get home you'll see a package of letters waiting for you. and they'll be all from me.
i guess you're right about me being tired of this relationship. i'm sorry. i just feel so frustrated right now because having this relationship is wasting too much of our time and resources that it's becoming more of an inconvenience.
or maybe i just feel this way right now because i have all the time in the world to care and to feel like i'm being cared for. and that makes me feel like you have no time for me. Dear God! i do hope i get a job soon because i know that will be the solution to all this whining! i'll be busy and it would make me appreciate our time together even more or maybe not. we'll see.
