me, the messy

the beginning
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felt a sudden presence of boldness and strength.
no, it was just the door that i heard open.
nonetheless, he a caught a few of our attentions, didn't he?

i think i've seen him before.
maybe we've met in a previous lifetime.
he looks kinda cute.
boy, he does look small beside Joe.
maybe it's because he's as tall as Bug.
hmm... whatever. you just miss him.
maybe. let's just focus on who ever's talking.
as if you're listening.
hey, shut up everyone, look back at them, Joe's talking.
big deal, he's just introducing the small guy.

*flabbergasted silence*

did i hear him, right?
uhm.....
yeah, i think so.
did we just skip a beat?
well what do you know, we have the same nickname!
that's interesting.
i know you want to smile but i don't so better control yourself.

i will need to make a story out of it.
one thing's for sure, it still does make me smile.
i thought it was just a passing thing.

i got a new job. and i'm happy.
it's funny how i ended up here again.
was there no other choice, you wonder.
there were a lot. i could have worked
and practiced what i haven't studied
so hard for and be a maniac trying
to earn even more, never being satisfied.
i have been there for a rather short
period of time. and i tell you, it is
something that i wouldn't want to
go back to.

i surprised myself with the feeling similar
to being home when i landed back in
this industry. i have never expected it
would be so. i just wanted to get a job
the fastest way possible so my dear
mother would stop irking me to study
again.

anyway, it's been a great ride so far.
and i hope it would carry on as is.