me, the messy

i got a new job. and i'm happy.
it's funny how i ended up here again.
was there no other choice, you wonder.
there were a lot. i could have worked
and practiced what i haven't studied
so hard for and be a maniac trying
to earn even more, never being satisfied.
i have been there for a rather short
period of time. and i tell you, it is
something that i wouldn't want to
go back to.

i surprised myself with the feeling similar
to being home when i landed back in
this industry. i have never expected it
would be so. i just wanted to get a job
the fastest way possible so my dear
mother would stop irking me to study
again.

anyway, it's been a great ride so far.
and i hope it would carry on as is.