me, the messy

i am still with my rainbows.
and i'm just so glad.
i don't need a pot of gold because i'm happy where i am.

found this song finally.
been looking for it for a long time.

TWC Anniv Party, March 22, 2009

we didn't stay that long though. but it was such a great time. we had to to go back to reality the next day, you see. sigh. it was so hard to make lio loco dance too. our efforts to make him wiggle at least were useless. mark was able to go with our foolish moves. it's nice being with rainbows don't you think? maybe we should go back to decades... eek. not in metrowalk anymore i hope. i've made a fool of myself there!



i'm thinking that i have to do something today. but i can't quite figure out what they are. i know there's a lot to do but maybe i'm not the one to do it. i think i better sleep soon.

if stars can be wished upon,
then count all the numerous stars you see at night
and that's how many times
i've wished i can let go and move on.
i have only distracted myself
with more than a dozen people to help me do so.
no matter how much they see me smile
and laugh and act normally everyday,
underneath it all, i'm still broken.
no matter how hard i try to be happy
i would still feel sad when left alone.
add this to my wishes:
for someone to pick me up
and put my pieces back together.

*sigh*.... *emo*