Oct 31, 2006
stirred in my sleep. my mind slowly drifted away from the realities of the unconscious. i was aware of my wakefulness and of the magnificence that brighten our days, but i never opened my eyes. i started to recall of the moments passed that seemed like distorted, rumbling visions of the last hours before i submitted myself to a sleepers abstractions. but before that, i felt a very solid ache of a bitch in my head. (damn headache! it hurts still as i type this!) i gave up the recall and headed to the bathroom and released all the piss that i've been holding in my sleep. i looked at myself in the mirror and it's right enough to see a vision as worse as i was feeling. went back to the comfort of my bed but didn't feel any of it. just this blasted pain! i wondered then if i ever brushed my teeth last night and noticed the bits of awkward taste of phlegm in my mouth. gross! i stood up again, craving for some needed breakfast. maybe a cup of coffee would ease the pain.
it almost did. what actually got rid of the last remnants of it was the usual morning greeting from my baby. gosh... what will i ever do without him. just wish that he was really here beside me.
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and then came another craving. it triggered a different kind of hungering pain, one that would be utterly satisfying once it has been fed by pleasure.
