me, the messy

nothing more but shock
a numb feeling, just standing still
can't even remember of what just happened
i can't even understand what to do
although its clear
for all i know a path has already been chosen
that was too long ago
it's destination unknown
a happily ever after or utter sorrow
sorrow was my assumption
but now the aftermath
of a sudden conversation
you would want to be my man
and me your woman....?
but i am never anyone's girl
never till the end of the world
religion restrains me
you yourself dwell in another's arms
even i have my own despite my prior principle
what point is it having this?
can you answer that for me?