Oct 23, 2007
(posted this in my multiply account on september 28 and for got to cross post it here)
I never thought I would feel such a thing in my life. But i guess it comes
with our nature as humans.
I've always been very open when it comes to relationships. But this wasn't
a threat to the one that i have with my boyfriend. This was really a very
simple thing and i can't believe, can't even start to imagine that i felt...
feel...very strongly about it! i'm sure you would share the sentiments.
you see, i call him baby, or babes. and by some accident, his classmates
knew about it and started teasing us. and ever since then (here it comes)
one of them, who by the way happens to be one of the closest friends he has
there and who is a girl, started to call him babes as well.
yes, it's as simple as that! someone else is calling him babes! and by God!
it's the very first time i ever felt it and i didn't know what it was and so i
gave in to the fact that it might actually be jealousy! what's worse,i even
cried over it. can you believe that? i can't! but the feeling was just so sudden
and it wasn't really nice.
any girl can cry because of jealousy, right? but sheesh, in this situation,
i admit it's truly shallow. it is rather funny. but if you were in my shoes,
that ugly feeling was more overwhelming than hilarity so you'll result into
tears. and there he was, my baby drowning himself in laughter!
so was i when i went back to that memory a few days after it happened.
