me, the messy

and thus the day has ended.... hopefully no more tricks from now on.

now i wonder what have i done in the past to get such a day like yesterday?
have i ever deserved it? maybe. yes. don't we all. it is in fact, a part of life.
but at the moment my mind is in denial of all the wrongs that i might have
done to others. i'm being selfish in other words. i refuse to enumerate the
things that have happened. makes me just want to be angry all over again.

i'm still baffled by all these events. i still ask why.

what to do now to erase such hideous memories..... one word, music.
never fails to make me feel good. (well, aside from art. but i can't make
any art right now. i'm in the office, working.)

life still goes on. still have other problems to worry.

i'm just grateful it ended. i pray to God it ends there.