me, the messy

my sister took this picture when i was in Singapore. she asked me to just stroll around on the shore while she took some pictures of me and this is one of those i liked most.

i can remember what i was thinking while i was on the shore. i remember just seeing nothing but the water and couple of sea vessels. the ocean was so vast, so endless. how far was it to where he was? he was probably asleep too, having 13 hours between us.

it wasn't complicated then, i remember. i wasn't attached to anyone. though i can't recall whether he had a girlfriend or if he was still with his wife. but i do remember that we were friends, that we were fine. we were still just okay then. and okay was good.

it still makes me smile when i remember times like that.