me, the messy

he said he was sorry if our love was alienating me. it did at some point, but not to the gravest extent. it was just that my love with someone else was far too strong. too damn strong that whenever i remember, it would weaken my barrier. i would literally just fall to my knees and burst into tears.
i couldn't bring myself to click the send button. i just logged out and left. it wasn't our love that ruined this. it wasn't Bug's fault but mine. all my fault.

(i'm sorry if you had to know this way. i couldn't bring myself to tell you.)