Dec 18, 2008
our roads crossed because of this radio station. that's not what it's called now. but we've met a lot of good people there. Chi was one of them. i remember Chi saying this exact line when they started to smell something was going on between us.
"so you like married men", she said.
it caught me by surprise. but it wasn't like that at all. it was nothing like that. and that's what i told her. i said we were just friends. well we always have been. that's what hurt i think, being friends all those years because he was committed to someone else. and even after her, he still found another. and yet i was still there, still a friend and i only sighed. that's what i've always done.
until the moment he confessed that he's been feeling something and demanded that i admit that i felt something too. it was true. and that was more than four years after we found each other.
four years was more than two years ago. and here i am, sighing again. he has always gone on his own way, i respected that. i still do. i'm just hoping we could still find a moment to find each other once more.
